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i'm being really selfish right now; amanda is getting involved with a guy for real. she wants to start dating him and i am really selfish and having a really hard time with it. its already making me feel like shit and taking away almost all of our time. this only started a few days ago, but he's here 24/7 even though he lives in Schenectady. he ( Read more... ) -
spun
it's been a while, but that seems to be the trend with this thing. i guess an entry every month or so is ok. here i am, sophomore year..it's weird to say let alone live! time goes by so fucking fast now, i hate it. before i know it i'm going to be getting ready to apply for graduation and that makes me feel sick ( Read more... ) -
sooooooooo...
things are weird when you realize that friends you were once close to are now complete strangers and make you feel like vomitting when you think about what assholes they are. oh well, i suppose the angle i have to look at it from is that i am better off without such shitheads in my life right? eh, rhetorical question ( Read more... ) -
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yay. i have a job. i think. teaching horseback riding lessons at lakewood stables. this is my dream job though so i hope it all pans out and hopefully i "stack the paper" if you know what i mean. i'm glad to be home but i'm not going to lie, i miss the freedom of being in school and i miss albany itself and long beach gets boring fast. i'm really ( Read more... ) -
if you see him again, tell him that you never wanna see him again
i got punched in the nose for sticking my face in other people's business. that pretty much sums up what happened to me. i don't know what kind of a guy hits a girl in the face, but i encountered him. everything sucks, my nose is swollen and still hurts a lot. i guess in like 2 weeks it will make a really good story, but until then, i'm pretty ( Read more... ) -
freshman year in review
wowowowow. i'm getting really sad. i'm so excited to be back home with all my friends for life but i really don't want to leave. just looking out my window right now with my amazing view and big room, my amazing roommate sleeping right over there; i really don't want to leave. i wish i could have a week here of not having work or anything, just to ( Read more... ) -
it would be so indie rock , it's a shame
don't you love bullshit? complete and utter bullshit? i sure do. its so wonderful when people take things, assume things, and blow them far out of porportion. guilty by association??? i was in a room therefore i was resonsible...or even involved? i was drunk in a corner over and above the point where i am not even remotely involved, why should i be ( Read more... ) -
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why is it that i get an assignment on a thursday and it is due the upcoming tuesday and i spend days anticipating it and sitting in front of a blank computer screen and then the night before its due im up at 2:30 attempting to start one of the 2 essays on hawthorne. its hard enough to read hawthorne on 3 cups of coffee at 11 a.m. at least i wrote ( Read more... ) -
its not the day
frank never posts my secrets. what a douchebag ( Read more... ) -
whoops, potshot.
there was a fire alarm last night, or should i say this morning at 2 a.m. the one friday i decide to call it an early night and get some rest because the bags under my eyes won't stop getting darker; the one night i was sleeping completely alone, without angie or ryan. i hate being awoken like that and for some bizarre reason it always makes me cry ( Read more... )