Not a whole lot to say. I am keeping shit simple. Life, writings, music, all of it. Life is being neutral right now, so I will treasure it as such. Fuck..

I lost my heart with my own negligence. I may have found it again, but it seems more of a fleeting hope as the days go by. The stars tell me to keep dreaming, and my dreams do keep me happy. The dreams only fill the half of my heart that I can fill, the rest is empty. I no longer try to understand things. I no longer care. I will listen to the ( Read more... )

Heh. My eyes feel weird. I do not have a clue as too why. The only possibility could be extensive drug use over the years. They do not hurt, at all. They kind of just feel like they are about to quit working. The worst part is, every now and then one or the other will shut down. My eyelids do not shut, they just quit. I will call it "dead eye," for ( Read more... )

The Star Keeper stole the stars. The city blinds him. A fresh moon shines clear, but the bare tree still shivers. Two keys have been affirmed by the third of the higher race: Mushrooms are the key to the Earth. Lysergic Acid is the key to the universe. I trust his answer.I will have to get a picture of my angel to put on here. Her name is Randi, ( Read more... )

Man, oh man. The beauty of life surrounds my soul. All I have is a glimpse into the heavens through my angel's eyes. Her wings may have fallen some time ago, but her grace remains. The moon's halo wraps the blue skies of her twilight. She makes my happy day, with her every ray. She is my sunshine. She makes my sweet dreams, by her smile's gleam. ( Read more... )

Did I mention I am a fire?

Softly spoken, drifting through rippling clouds, and the rays of light form the halo hanging bright over my head. The words were of stone, so they did not float. Down into the darkness with the minutes clicking by, you will be lucky to strike a fire in that cold. A smile balances the opposite in stature. This reason for me being, alive and happy. ( Read more... )

Today is just another, the same as many others, each with their own little twist. These days have not weakened me. My mind is stronger now, than it has ever been. I have matured much, but that is to be expected during the years I now walk through. I remain as gentle as I ever was, only now my voice is not kept silent to be walked over. I have yet ( Read more... )

I take it in and push it out, as I exhale. Burn your eyes with a smell so good. I call it heaven. Burn what you will in the heat of passion. Vapors tend to be a bit sweeter. So, you got no clue. Stuck in a circle, but that is just because you forgot to turn off repeat. Hit the button. If you go fast enough, nothing looks the same. Even if you go ( Read more... )

I smoke a cigarette to pass the time. Another cigarette did pass the time. It was misery for me, about a week worth of falling. As my arm healed, the rest felt the opposite. Even the cigarettes failed to help, but another thought, I may have died without them. Heh. It all got better. I am so very glad and grateful for that happening. Forever ( Read more... )