so yes.. i love her to death but there is a trend of dependency...grow your own feet girl. u gotta stand on them for them to become strong. i can understand after a long rodeal falling apart how it feels, but finding a replacement isnt all the solution. there's a closure process that totally got skipped

i reached the bottom ( Read more... )

yea so idk... never a dull moment?? idk...all i want is somebody to be cutsie with. i dont need a marriage proposal...just some snuggly wuggly. lol. i guess im just never content...im going for a run...maybe

you ever get so frustrated that you just want someone to cross the line so you can beat their ass? just some dumb random person over something that normally you wouldnt give a fuck about... ah with everything right now, ima lil high strung. so this blows, my parents are listing our ten acres with the same realtor as our house and another add on the ( Read more... )

last night sucked. i was under fire looking for a way to get out of the house and my co-conspirator called me back too late. i was pissed so i didnt answer anybodys calls-i have a thing of losing my temper, letting words fly and regretting them minutes later-so i avoid it. My parents are trying to "put their foot down" now settin up a curfew?? 9 ( Read more... )

t-shirt ideas:
"lets set sail and never leave dryland"
"my boyfriend's name is JACK DANIELS"
"WOAH! ..you looked better last night!"
"he cheats.... but so do i ;)"
"looking for Mr. Miss"
"I pick winners... i'll put $100 on the horse with no legs"
"lookin at you..i wish i had X-RAY vision"

dammit...i forgot..

billy's uncle's funeral was today (danny mattingly) rip. it was so hard for me to see the biggest jokesters and pranksters ive known to be sad, mellow, and crying. billy really was a man today... the speech he wrote was wonderful-he really did cover danny to the point...from his sense of humor to his heart. a bunch of the softball players he ( Read more... )

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my horse has no legs...this isnt going anywhere. uhh i'm frustrated... i really did like him (not my no-legged horse) he was fun..we laughed all night long, danced, snuggled but he didnt push anything. I dont know why we stopped talking-im pretty sure it was cuz my girl n monster ended on not the best of terms. but between me n him there really ( Read more... )

i should be out, fucking every guy i come across, doing lines of coke, getting shitfaced, frying my brain with acid....... those are my parents expectations of me afterall. THAT IS WHAT THEY EXPECT, well i'm not my fucking sister. They've got it fucking confused. I DONT DO THAT SHIT. they know who i'm with and if they call they'll know where i'm at ( Read more... )