Apparently, I'm an asshole when I don't mean to be. Is the manner in which I convey myself so confusing and misleading ( Read more... )

Life is an interesting helix spiral that goes both ways at once.
I didn't think this thing would still even be here.

On the paper route last night I became a quiet whiny emo-fag. I still have feelings for Caleb, my first boyfriend. I realized how much I missed him and everything. I haven't seen him in soooo long. We broke up 4 months ago because we didn't get to see each other enough. Now he works on a cruise ship instead of at the lottery so I get to talk to him ( Read more... )

Bipolar disorder is fucky. I nearly cried over my speakers power cord -_-;;;; I have no sound, it annoys the fuck out of me. I think it's either the power cord or the plug in the back of the speaker. I hate not having sound ( Read more... )

I've come to the conclusion that Paradise Kiss is awesome.

Is tbere something about me that makes guys who are interested in me fall really quick? This confuses me to no end >>; Do I just have a personality that says "You should love me"?

Around 5:30 this morning I was helping Shauna deliver papers. We were going around a curve in Sky Valley before Honey Bear ln, and a red car was in our lane, and we were in there's a bit too. Shauna jerked the jeep into the other lane and slammed on her breaks, which locked up on us. After that we proceded to slide off a large hill and crash into ( Read more... )

Today was ok. Denise picked me up and we went to Franklin and rode around. We saw Rob then Wayne. We had a wonderfully fun conversation between us all, Wayne, Denise, Mike, and I. Then we came home, then Shauna called. She came over crying, and we sat and comforted her, and we three went on the paper route. A bisexual girl, a srtaight girl, and me ( Read more... )

My Aunt Linda and Uncle Charles are trying to swindle Granny out of an acre or two, and my Uncle Thomas may be trying to use the situation to his advantage in order to secure the land as his own. My aunts and uncles, a comple of them anyway, are greedy and are pissed off because I will inherit the land that -I- signed back over to Granny after I ( Read more... )

It's just one of those days where ya look back at all the years you've lived. I'm up to my year books, I miss my friends a lot. So many many memories I could tell. One even ended with me in a tiara and pink frilly crinolin chasing Joey around the room. This one time I came to school suffering like mad with allergies. I went to my first period class ( Read more... )