Life is confusing when you don't know what to do, especially when you're used to knowing what to do. I've quickly developed a crush on a new friend of mine. He just got out of a 7 year relationship, and he needs time to get closure. I undstand that and am perfectly fine with it. His ex has done some horribly questionable things to him. He makes him ( Read more... )

I have an appointment with the heart specialist next week, they wanted to do it right away this morning as soon as they called, I couldn't find a ride, so I have one for next wed. My heart is too slow, nobody's ever told me that one before lol. They want to put me on meds to regulate it, so blah. Nothing too serious ^_^ It could've worse, I'm glad ( Read more... )

I can cook like there's no tomorrow! Best of all, its uber healthy!

After a fainting spell the other day, my grandparents general worry about my well-being had increased dramatically. So I had to go to the doctor today. Dr. Shane was pretty cool. It amazed me to hear him speak, mainly because I've never heard a doctor use the...colorful language he did. "Hurt like hell" and the like. I ended up having tubes stuck ( Read more... )

Is it me, or do chances for relationships occur at the same exact time? Is there a schedule for dating? If so, where is it, and can I tear it to pieces? Most every single time I get a chance at a relationship, another chance pops up there too. Which always puts me in a bind, cause I don't know if one is going to work out, or if this one is the best ( Read more... )

Ok, so I did it again. I accidentally deleted my operating system. I thought I was installing windows XP on my new other hard drive. As it turns out, I was terrible mistaken. I have world of warcraft, and a 60 game time card, but I can't play due to the lack of windows. That's right, corrupt image file or some shit from the windows install disk ( Read more... )

With friends like her ( Read more... )

I just got done watching brokeback mountain...I'm still crying. Pathetic, right? I don't care... It was a good movie...it was just so sad...

I feel like shit

Things feel weird..... I dunno why. I've been thinking a lot lately, and the more I think, the more it feels like things are off. I was thinking about Caleb all day. I was supposed to call him, but I got stuck at Levi's mom's place, and she doesn't have a working phone. I felt like I couldn't just say “Hey, we gotta leave” I have problems doing ( Read more... )