Hmm. It is hard to go back. It is like being poor, getting rich, becoming poor and trying to be content again. You get soo used to having things be "easier" and "different" for a change that is hard to go back to the way things were. It is always interesting how people look back with "rose-colored glasses" in some instances, or with distain in other instances. Usually, people look back kindly on the past if they believe their current situtation sucks. For instance, how you feel about that friend giving up on you after you gave up everything for them. You are left pondering the good-times wondering how this all came to be. And on the other side some people look back to their past with distain. Especially when we believe we have more now than ever. Like getting a cell phone, now we cant understand how people ever lived without one. What i am getting to, is that i think you have a little of both. i think you are left trying to figure out how your life got to be this way (you dont like your current circumstances), but withouy giving up
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hah. Thats funny that you ask if i have any great wisdom, because i felt like i sounded like a fortune teller or a one of the people who make up astrology sign meanings
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hahaha. i did not think you sounded like ms. saint claire or whatever that fortune tellers name is from tv. you sound like the willow tree from pocahontas. ;P
hmmm i really dont want to have to change churches but i understand what you are saying. now tyring to incorporate some of your wisdom into my own mind i think i should pray about the decision. maybe i need to seperate my social life at church from my spiritual life. the two are not as connected as i am making them. i suppose it is like when you are talking to a friend but are not really listening to what they have to say because you are too busy watching other people and trying to hear what they are saying. God is the friend who is trying to talk to me and the other people is everybody else at church. i need to look God right in the eye and listen.
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hmmm i really dont want to have to change churches but i understand what you are saying. now tyring to incorporate some of your wisdom into my own mind i think i should pray about the decision. maybe i need to seperate my social life at church from my spiritual life. the two are not as connected as i am making them. i suppose it is like when you are talking to a friend but are not really listening to what they have to say because you are too busy watching other people and trying to hear what they are saying. God is the friend who is trying to talk to me and the other people is everybody else at church. i need to look God right in the eye and listen.
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