Everything is making me so fucking frustrated.
I need want to vent so bad.
I need want  you to stop treating me like I killed you.
I need  want you to stop yelling at me for everything.
I need  want you to stop blaming me for your problems.
I need  want you to stop using me.
I need  want you to stop being selfish.
I need want you to stop putting me down.
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stop randomly telling me you love me because...
1. you broke my heart.
2. I havent talked to you in months.
3. you always lie to me.
4. you talk shit about me.
5. you don't get another chance.

Anyways...
I was way nice out today and work was so easy.
Summer is soonnnn =)

I hate having the feeling in your stomach like everything is so fucked up.
I know that I deserve all of this.
But I have no idea what to fucking do.
I can't help how I feel and just lying about my feelings would have made everything so much worse.
I just want to start everything over again.

so the guy I work with[who likes me wayy tooo much] got me 2 tickets to the Dashboard concert at assumption... Now all I have to figure out is how to get to the damn college...
yayyyyyy!

"the situation is like there's a hamburger hanging in front of you and you can't get it because its attached to a string"
haha itsss soooo true and i HATE it bahhh.
I'm a weirdo.

<3

Tonight Jenn, Lizz, and I made a bunch of goals for ourselves and it made me feel so much better about everything. I love my friends so much. I cant wait for summer...going shopping made me want it so much more because i want all the warm clothes and sandels and bathing suits. anddddd everything ( Read more... )

Today was such a sad day. I hate going to funerals. And even more then that I hate seeing my dad sad. I'm so scared of whats going to happen to the area around me. They are already building houses in my backyard so they will probably do the same there. So much is changing it's so crazy. I just wana be little again so I can go play around in "banana ( Read more... )

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so my camera broke so i probably wont update for a while... =[
i might die.