i wasted an hour of my life today sitting outside my work waiting for someoen to come and open the store....we ended up opening over half an hour late. crazy hallmark, but i love it. and at least i got paid today...which is definitely always a plus ( Read more... )

my apartment is a mess thus making my life feel like a mess, instead of reading for my classes i went to the price is right today(which was totally rad in every way) i have had a pounding headache since i got to the cbs studios this morning, and i'm so tired. but i feel really sick and i keep sneezing and everytime i cough my head feels like it's ( Read more... )

today was alright..actually it was great b/c i am utterly in love with my humanities class. i sit there in awe and it makes me think so much, my instructor sparks so much creativity in me it is insane. i leave and i can't even think straight b/c my mind is going crazy is amazing thoughts and questions. the way he teaches the subject is beautiful ( Read more... )

so...i wrote a terribly long entry a few hours ago before leaving to go spend time with cheryl and mindie...and basically my lovely little lap top decided to eat it up. i said a lot that i needed to say, and now i'm not so sure of what i want to say or even if i want to try to recreate what i put in here before. not that i even remotely remember ( Read more... )

i managed to be productive although i am still in much pain. i'm trying to get things in order before my mom comes into town ( Read more... )

knowing that i don't have to go to school tomorrow somehow makes everything so terribly beautiful. my first day back was actually pretty great. as embarassed as i am to say it, i actually surprisingly enjoyed being there. i think it has a lot to do with the optimism i have for this semester...and i'm going into it with happy little thoughts in ( Read more... )

i don't even know how to describe how i feel right now...it's funny how we grow so much, and i remember when i needed that to keep me going. when i needed it to make me smile. but now im smiling now, without you. and i used to never think that was possible. sometimes i miss those days, but i try not to think of them too often..b/c it never ( Read more... )

i went to COC for the first time in my life today. i met Steph and we checked out the movie Bleu from the library there. we watched half of it a few days ago, so we finished it up in this study room in the library. it was loads of fun. i love that girl, i really do. we have been spending vast amount of time together as of late and it's been so ( Read more... )

i was taking this girl angelina home from work tonight and there was this terrible accident. we passed it twice b/c i wanted to take the freeway so i had to make a U-turn. the second time we saw it....we were stopped at a signal turning right, and i just stayed there for a while staring...it was terrible. it was a big SUV and what resembled a ( Read more... )

i feel at ease. sometimes i get in these modes and i don't want to do a single thing. that's how i was today, and i had to pull it together to go over to desi's i just felt like being a closed book and listening but not hearing and talking but not really saying anything...that's what i wanted. but that is definitely the last thing i got. im so ( Read more... )