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School...
Im at school looking up fights from the UFC. man i was watching some of the videos.. Geese there are some really angry men out there lol. No it was totally righteous i cant WAIT to get into the ring one day. One day. But until then i will simply have to work out and get fit and what not. Oh well might as well start now. Well i miss all you guys in ( Read more... ) -
Father Forgive me..
At a lovers Bay Uncertain but aware. What awaits me further more, only He shall soon declare... Forgive me Father for i am the portrait of the most unholy sins. Thy face has shamed him grace unto eternal shadows. -
**My Hearts Grave**
//Through all the sadness and grief that The southern states so intensely suffered I fear... I find myself somehow, Greatful for this time I was alotted in which i am //able to spend with Mark. In Illinois is where i am currently located For a period of time I get to spend a part of my life with him.. Something I thought would surely never be. I ( Read more... ) -
...Offically Moved!...
So i moved to Mississippi Like a week ago, It rocks I am only like 10-14 hours away from Mark so Hyped. Oh man Its too bad i broke up with him in April 11 or 7 it was a [thursday]I just couldnt take it anymore. Youd think youd be MORE happy to be WITH someone and have to be far away from then then to be WITHOUT them and far away. But i don tknow He ( Read more... ) -
A survey for all to see...
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Before the World Awoke....the presance went unnoticed
I awoke sober to greet yet another day of Life and might i say that walks at 5AM are bomb as fuck but all the old golfer men stared at me while i was runnign with my dog ...::shuders:: eeww... but hey they are still alive and kickin. I am goign to go to Wal*Mart as sooon as my mom wakes up and and then I can get make up haha pretty pathetic I know ( Read more... ) -
As i lay tingling...
OMG... wow i was drunk when i came home tonight around one and my was it BEAUTIFUL! i really enjoyed it. cause i dont drunk to deliberately GET drunk i just have fun and then get there in the process of havinG fun. but yea everyone was crazy tonight it was great, we weer out on Elliot and 51st way the hell out there. But we had Jack and wine and ( Read more... ) -
Once again I mourn the ending of a Beautiful Relationship.
The other day i broke up with Mark Andrew Sherwin On Thursday five days after he returned to Illanois. I knew it was commign I could feel it. I knew it was going to be the end or a brand new begining to something wonderful. Maybe thats still to come Later on. However Longing to be held by a love you left behind is rather indecisive dont you think ( Read more... ) -
When all rounds end heart renching, and your falling apart as it is] Which broken path do you chose
When all rounds end heart renching, and your falling apart as it is] Which broken path do you chose ( Read more... ) -
what a night!
Oh man it was a good night i got to see everyone! almost everyone. Jim and Danny M. and Allan W. and a whole bunch of kool kids. I felt super bad because i guess i made an ugly face to jim and i felt like such a bitch Ay Yay Yay! And i actully was very shocked and i was just thinking about stuff and i suppose i made a mean face and ohh man. I didnt ( Read more... )