Right now...

I feel so bored I could die. hehe

I'm so excited about my trip to Arizona, I can't wait to get the hell out of California...I hope it goes well.

Wish me Luck.

For the first time in a long time I feel like myself. I'm doing the things that I very much enjoy doing. I'm spending time with the people that matter the most to me. My relationship with my brother is finaly at the Ross and Monica place. :)

So yes...things are good.

What would you say your into having lot of? :)

I do very much want to make good decisions. Yet, I always somehow manage to get into bad situations. geez. What I ultimately want is to have things be easy. I want life to some day be easy to manage. How great would it be if everything in life was simple. I want everything to be simple. I want friends that make our friendship easy to have. I want ( Read more... )

I hate these moods I fucking get into. I hate this feeling of total loneliness...it makes me kinda angry and gets me into this annoying pissy mood.

Why is that when I have to most definitly sleep...I cant. I have to go to sleep and wake up in less than four hours to go to class. Tonight my insomnia gave me some time to work on this lj and a chance to default a new picture (I dont know if I'll keep it up yet ( Read more... )

I've completely forgotten about livejournal. Looking back I have no damn idea how I even began this damn thing to begin with. Should I try to revive that old livejournal love? Hmmm...I need your opinions here.

I've been talking to this guy and I've kinda thought that he liked me but I'm usually wrong or unaware of these type of things. Today he said that the best thing to do is to be honest....and he said "hey nanny i like you". Usually, when something like this happens I dont know what to think and I get a nervous. I'm still dont know what to do think ( Read more... )

Today was horrible ( Read more... )

What happened to the days when I actually had something to say?

I feel overwhelmed with what I cant and wont say.

There's actually been times when I forget to breath.

I need to find some stable ground....
somewhere I can relax.