One year ago I sucked at bouldering. I still do, but today felt different. We never practice bouldering, but Michelle's husband was there, so we thought we would hang with him. I ended up doing problems which I would not have dared a year ago. Not in skill levels, but in heights. I remember getting to the top of the wall and freaking out. My first ( Read more... )

It's funny how I can go for so long without writing, and then I can literally feel my head cluttering with words. I just read my journal entries and a few thoughts occured to me. 1) I clearly am obsessed with Marcus. Or at least I was. Most of my entries are about him. So does this mean I am not anymore, given that I have barely written in the past ( Read more... )

I just signed up for Tough Mudder. I should be afraid, very afraid!

Somethings have happened that even though I wish I could talk about it, it is not the sort of thing you talk about in polite company. And while I do not think anyone reads my journal, I think a public journal would count as polite company ( Read more... )

I have this little game I play, whenever the clock says: 1:11, 2:22. 3:33, 4:44, and 5:55 oh and 11:11, I have to touch something blue and make a wish. I cannot even remember when I started doing this, but if I notice the time, I do it, and have been doing so for years ( Read more... )

The joy of having a journal is of being able to return and read what one has written. I have spent several hours re-reading my livvyelf journal, and this one of course! I tried to log in to the livvyelf journal, and I cannot, for the life of me, remember what my password! *laugh* I have tried several possibilities and none come to mind. ( Read more... )

Lately I have been missing writing. Not that I don't write enough psychological reports to make me feel ill, but I miss the random chatter of my mind being transcribed into the screen. I don't remember why I switched from my livvyelf/enfys livejournal, and now i am left with this choice, of which journal to revive. I don't even remember how to ( Read more... )

I don't know why it says the wrong date, but really we married on July 18th. And today is my birthday, so I am now old and married!


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Our wedding will be in 26 days. I feel an odd mix of anticipation, nervousness and calmness. Talking to some of my friends who have gotten married in the past year, this time before the wedding they were stressed out because they had so much to do. I, on the other hand, have no idea what else to do. I think all the big decisions have been made. I ( Read more... )

Being a bride-to-be has not come easy to me. The night of the engagement I totally killed the romanticism by giggling in glee BEFORE Marcus asked me. It was romantic, it was sweet, but all I could do was giggle. We love telling our engagement story to people, because it is so us! It’s goofy and beautiful at the same time ( Read more... )