well shoot, it really has been a long time since I last wrote in this thing. my life is much different now. I'm in the middle of finding a job for the summer and hopefully into the next year before I move outta here. my plan is to be here for another year (graduation) and then leave boston for good. LA is the next destination. I need to get ( Read more... )

Yesterday was the perfect time to do this but Rachel called me right as I started to get things flowing. I don't really know what to say. All I know is I need to get a conducting wand before eleven. Excuse me while I get into a more complicated state of mind. My life has once again been altered. The trip to Ohio left me in a daze that has ( Read more... )

I'm going home tomorrow. We worked it out so that my dad picks me up and takes me home, then on the way back I fly. Sort of a hybrid of the other unusable plans. So this is cool. Another cool thing is the fact that soon I'm going to have the jeep out here in Massachusetts. I think my parents understand a person's need to get the fuck out of a ( Read more... )

I'm sad. I want to go home and I don't think I can. i'm making my parents sad and that makes me sad. Why do I have to be stranded out here? I want to see my family. i want more friends. I need someone to talk to. There's no one.

Tranquility. Finally the chance to let myself catch up. My mind feels so relaxed. Nothing to do. Boredom can feel so good. No worries in the world.

Sand pouring on my back
one grain at a time
Cheshire cat tips his hat
and pours a glass of wine

So there you have it, my new status is 7766, very respectable numbers. But not enough to become a seven. One of the sixes needs to come up before that happens. It's all good. I am happy with what I got (I actually deserve those ratings). Straight sevens would have been too high). If anybody is reading this, I go to Berklee College of Music ( Read more... )

I can see how this LiveJournal is used as a gossip port. It's kind of disgusting seeing how some people act. Seriously, what kind of people mostly use this thing. Everyone seems sober and gossipy, looking in on what all their friends have to say. Some people use LiveJournal as a place to go bitch at strangers. I was able to use it to bitch at ( Read more... )

The audition is done and it went well. I was like five minutes late and got scolded for that, but that was really the only thing that went wrong. The rhythm section kicked ass. They followed every little thing I did and add energy into my solo. I got asked by the piano player to be in the Bob Marley Ensemble next semester and said yes. So I ( Read more... )

Berklee teachers can bite my shiny metal ass. Many of them are only concerned with their reputation as a player or teacher and not the wellfare and happiness of their students. There's this girl who just started teaching named Christine. I swear to god she slept with every other teacher in the school. She's only like two years older than me and ( Read more... )

Hello everybody. This is my tangerine dream, a world of make=believe where everything is always bright and sunny; a place where all can search and find out what they really love about themselves. I promote caring, helping, loving, anything that makes you feel good. It is my strong belief that you get nothing out of life without a positive ( Read more... )