yeah its been a while since i last put anything on this and well nothing much has changed to be honest. Apart from im older and still sceptical and single haha. ah well nothing new to report as its all the same old same old lol!

well Im knackered, I went out blah blah blah, got drunk etc. same old shit, Im getting bored of it. When I get my new comp sorted I'll be staying in more or going out in my car. Im sick of the same stuck up fucking whores that live in chester-le-street. They are so wrapped up in their own little shitty lives to actually see that people like Brad ( Read more... )

well I feel ill again because I had too much to drink last night. What was meant to be a quiet drink in trillions watching Trapt turned into a booze fest......but a fucking good one at that! Out with chris and adam from the band and Freya (adams ex), Graham (adams bro) and of course Mr Nick (El Dangeroso) as well. Handed out some CD's to ppl and ( Read more... )

well I went out with a girl last night called Lindsey who was incredibly nice and very beautiful, but it was a no go as she has a boyfriend and all that crap and after being 2 timed myself Id never try to take another guys girlfriend as I know how much it hurts like hell. So theres another one in the bin, so Ive decided Im not gonna bother and Id ( Read more... )

Well its been a while since I posted on here, I feel Ive neglected it :( well its now only less than a week until I get my black sex machine on wheels and I cannot wait I TELL THEE! Had rehearsals last night, went ok but not productive enough as Sy had a total mental block and couldnt come up with anything for the verses of the new heavy song :( ( Read more... )

god what was I thinking? going out last night and offering to drive then staying out til 3am and high on redbulls and coke. Im such a fucking fool, never ever again especially when I have work in the morning. ah man, and having 2 drunk mates to take back to the end of the universe doesnt help either! arrghhhh and now Im totally fucked and full of ( Read more... )

well ive felt ill all day and went back to bed at 11ish then woke up at 4pm! jesus where has my day gone?? Well lots of lovely new CD's have arrived through the post and Im quite chuffed. Well a police car was outside my next door neighbours house this morning and it looks like the wife of the guy has died. Its pretty crap and I feel for them as if ( Read more... )

ah well its now tuesday and Im absolutely wrecked. Spent yesterday on an all day drinkfest. Wasnt drunk though just quite merry! met up with a few mates in the afternoon and went to Newcastle. One of the lads nicknamed the riddler (as he had a stripey black and green top on, fuck knows why?!?) did some jackass style shit which was funny as fuck. I ( Read more... )

well the past few days have been a total and utter piece of shit. Rumours and shit have been flying about in the band. Chris has tried to split the band up because of his own selfish desires and not about the music. The whole point of being in a band and not because you have your own motives which arent music ( Read more... )

so its Thursday and what a shitty day it is! The weathers crap and well Im just on a whinge. Got all my lovely CD's yesterday for my new car when it arrives ( Read more... )