I don't know why I still write in this, so long after everyone has moved on
I never cared enough to keep in touch and find out for certain but I hope that you are all happy living bold adventurous wonderfully full lives. I hope...

"... because someday you are going to get hungry and eat most of the words you just said... "

"Even if it's a lie
Say it will be alright
And I shall believe ...."

My eyes are heavy tonight. The safety of silence and solitude in my tiny space is invaded. The TV playing softly in the other room, and the dryer turning summersaults on the laundry's head. The fan shakes and squeaks as it circles round, off balance, like a tiny girl and her hoola hoop; amidst the happy shouts of party goers far away. All these ( Read more... )

" the world is not perfect, spinning on an axis just doing the best it can. but our love is the counter balance to an imperfect world and it will be there waiting for us. if we let it. it might not be true that you put something in and you get something in return but I have to believe that if we try the best we can we will have happiness. that ( Read more... )

you're mad at her. I know. hammer and nails. Put me back together. all the kings horses and all the king's men couldn't put her back together again... so ( Read more... )

I would have lied for you,
I would have cried for you,
I crossed the line for you,
I would have died for you.

then go...

time is passing slowly now, in the hours before morning when the sunrise and a plane ride will bring me to you ( Read more... )

"still to come
the worst part and you know it
there is a numbness
in your heart and it's growing"

i want to rip the world wide open. one breath in the sky is better than a lifetime safely on the ground ( Read more... )