There are a few very important reasons why so many people only get half-assed results from their demonic invo/evocations: and I'm not going to tell you what they are here. Why should I? When you have not earned the knowledge for yourself? But just read a more experienced Magickians blog post? Let me just say, that if you don't incorporate them, ( Read more... )

LaVeyan Satanists are, for the most part, atheists. This is sad. Anton viewed 'spirituality' as a crutch, or escape ideal to avoid taking partial responsibility for a failed life. There is some truth here; however, it's not the whole truth. Personally, I think that atheists are fucking stupid. Sorry, just my opinion, but I believe the proof speaks ( Read more... )

Edie ( Read more... )

I went downtown to Powell's Books today and bought a few things. I had to get out; I was going crazy here. Thoughts of Trish were heavy on me today, and I found myself becoming a little frantic; I had to get out. It's funny, I looked at my other LJ and I made a post on the day she died...I had just talked to her the day before that. For some reason ( Read more... )

I want them to know its me ( Read more... )

There were nights when the wind was so cold ( Read more... )

[message from mother on voicemail:] "Hi David! This is your mother. It is 2:33 on Monday afternoon. I was just calling to see how you were doing. You sounded really upset last night, it made me a little nervous, and a little, well it made me nervous, but it sounded like you were nervous too. I just want to make sure you are really okay and wanted ( Read more... )

There only four questions of value in life:

What is Sacred?

Of what is the Spirit made?

What is worth living for?

What is worth Dying for?

The answer to all of these questions is the same; Love...

-Don Juan de Sevilla, 1656

Wow, Cindy turned out to be a complete psycho!! Man, some serious issues there; I'm glad I got out before it really got going, or else it would have got really messy. She owes me money, since I loaned her some, not too much, and need to get that back. It's too bad, she has a really sweet little nine year old daughter that is just adorable. It's too ( Read more... )

Ok, all better now, lol. Just needed a few days. All wanter under the bridge, and lesson learned. Moving on.....

later