It is soo hot.I talked to Stephen today. He heads out to N.K in a week or so. I'm scared for him. Even though I know he won't be touched, Even though I know I shouldn't care at all. Pulls me back everytime. Damnit, its his fault I'm this way. Damn You Van Doren. Stop it.
I had the best sleep the best dream and im leaving in 3 days 3 hours & 10 minutes for rock tour =] i can't wait for travis to come home im so excited. i like him so much eeeee <3
I don't know what is going on with me But I refuse to tell my parents. Cause if they think I'm sick they won't let me leave. grr i hope im not ill this is freaking me out.