The paranoid attitude has crept back. The lightswitch moods have returned. I welcome back the uncontroable eating habbits & this was the last thing I thought would come back to me. I thought I was finished, But I was wrong. It Never left, migraines are returning worse everytime they strike. Bringing me to me knees the pain courses through me. ( Read more... )

You make me happy =]
I miss you the second we hang up
& I find myself dreaming of you nightly.
I haven't felt like this in a long time.
& I hope the feeling doesnt go away.

school starts monday.
I went to the back to
school picnic & I think
I'm going to like it alot.
=]

im starting over. woot =]

So I get a message - from a boy down the street
& he wants to chill again. I laugh at the thought
of every memory we share. oh wow. I dont even know
what to say I'm speechless. this should be interesting

So, I treat you like a best friend ( Read more... )

what the fuck is going on.
honestly gfchyvujlkjk;yftuil
is a good description of how
I feel. I feel really hurt due
to people being 2faced. I grow
weary of this routine. So here
is fair warning. Up go the walls.
Hi I'm Sass & I'm better off alone.

not having my license is handicapping me.
I'm not where I want to be. My mom wont let
me get my permit till my grades are good
/when I deserve it. Which could be never.
[sigh] everyone I want to be with is just
out of reach. This is ridiculous.
& I miss alot of people. This is hella lame.

after 3 days with kelsey I realized ( Read more... )

Realistically I'm over travis.
it wouldnt work right now.
i'm never up there its just not
practical for me to think that
it would work so im over it.
but I have a new confusion on my
plate. butterfly & what to do
with him. as I laid in bed last
night trying to figure out what
exactly my feelings are for him

this is scarying me.