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Oh glorious metaphors. I'm still waiting to hear from Geno, and I'm trying to keep myself distracted by doing things that comfort me (besides eating - im actually doing pretty well with this whole diet thing) things such as reading, and knitting ( Read more... )

EDIT: This entry was originally friends' only, however, after reading through it, I decided there really wasn't anything that needed to be hidden, and it would also put my following entries into the right perspective. I know, I'm pretty bad at making you guys go "WTF??" anyway, don't need to make that worse. So, here it is.

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This is bigger than me and my own wants.  I find it interesting that for so long, people have been "encouraging" me to act in a more selfish manner, to ensure my own wellbeing.  And I have, gradually building up a rather strong sense of self-esteem and worth.  But I have hit that inevitable plateau.  I have also reached a rather LARGE crossing ( Read more... )

as the reality of things start to expose themselves, I am learning how hard it is to handle a budding relationship.  Something I haven't had to do in many a year.  My fear of fucking up has made things more difficult as I battle monsters that do not lie under my immediate control.  Because it feels now that I am in fact battling HIS monsters as ( Read more... )

YES!

I want to shout from the rooftops, that I have found me the most amazing man EVER.  He is above and beyond everything wonderful that I have ever wanted or hoped for.  He is incredibly attractive to me, in every way, and I am giddy with excitement over what is to come.  For us.  US!!!! How can he exist???? Pinch me, I'm fuckin dreaming....

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