where do they go when they need help, you know- the ones that you tell your problems to. the ones that seem to have a level head, a clear insight in your own personal tramas.thy don't want to burden their feelings on others yet they scream to want to let them lose upon the world. hands inwhich to shape, arms to hold, but the shoulders are gone. The ( Read more... )

I don't want to live there but i guess i already am. I left the shelter of the trees for the comfort of the forest. I am no longer a lone rock in my decrepitude of a stream. I am but a tributary now. My scream now echos. My silence more heavy. I am what I am and will no longer be what i was. And i can not nor simply be. The wind does not trifle my ( Read more... )

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Ok, i come back to my father's house from shannons.... i hate doing that. He corners me in the kitchen, my father tells me how inless i'm actually doing something with shannon( i guess this would be mean fishing or shopping or killing) maybe it is better if i stayed here at the house. I smile and nod "ok". Then a few minutes later in another ( Read more... )

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I associate many memories with smells. it is just something I do. If i get even the fainted snuff of what fall smells like, I'm likely to break down in tears because i am drowning in memories i can never relive. But as i am watching trigun, I realize that i can not mental exprience the smell of Mike's room. It is like the ghost of a petrified ( Read more... )

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today was "talk like a pirate" day and i did not realize it. oh well. in celebration.....
You are The Cap'n!

Some men are born great, some achieve greatness and some slit the throats of any man that stands between them and the mantle of power. You never met a man you couldn't eviscerate. Not that mindless violence is the only avenue open to you - ( Read more... )

Oh, how i long for teh sweet release of death tonight. I struggle for breath, my body aches, cold hands wrap around me, but alast they are not dragging me to my grave. oh why you cruel unjust world, why can't you let me die upon my bed, choking on my own bodily fluids ( Read more... )