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I have been feeling like shit for the last 4 weeks. I thought that it was just combonation general sickness( like a flu-ish thing)and hormones getting pissed off at the changing of the moon. But, i don't think that is the problem anymore...and I'm starting to get worried. there is no good reason for me to feel like shit 24/7 for more then 7. argh. ( Read more... )

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ju·li·enne (j l - n , zhü-ly n )n. Consommé or broth garnished with long thin strips of vegetables. adj. also ju·li·ennedCut into long thin strips: julienne potatoes; julienned pork. [French, probably from the name Julienne ( Read more... )

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tonight is a tom petty concert. i'm not there. i am sad. oh well.

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there is something about today that is just foul. it is in the air and we breath it in, tainting us with its cruel depressiveness. I feel so empty. Like, their is something lost from me. It would be better if i knew what this feeling was from. if i could give it a name and a purpose. but it just here...consuming me like a rabid parasite. i want to ( Read more... )

I hate when i am not sleeping. It is simply because when i am awake, i am forced to think. It sound so simple-minded, but ti is true. I actually hate sleeping, but it steals me away from reality and into a nothingness of absolute nightmare. My dreams aren't peacefully (give or take 3 that i can remember. I woke from those three with such a sense of ( Read more... )