i haven't written in this thing in easily 2 years.  i just went back and re-read my old entries....man, i was pathetic.  i don't doubt that i was really going through some shit when i wrote on here, but compared to my life now, everything seems so insignificant ( Read more... )

just got back from a 2 week trip to london and munich, germany for oktoberfest. i stayed with paul, the beautiful australian man who i dated for 5 months while in london earlier this year. he'll be out in l.a. in about a month, but this situation is killing me. i know some of you guys have been in a similar position of having long distance ( Read more... )

thank god i get off work so late...when i got home, i heard about the news in london....and for those of you who dont know, i've been living there for the past 5 months, and just recently got home. i contacted all my friends there and they seem to be fine. but what i can't get out of my mind is the fact that i worked in kings cross everyday, ( Read more... )

i leave london tomorrow morning for los angeles...so sad.

i come home in a month and a half. can't believe how fast time flies ( Read more... )

i have reached a point of such extreme boredom that i might actually have to pluck my own eyeballs out. i'm temping at what could possibly be known as the world's most boring and annoying job EVER! first of all, i'm at a company called the preschool learning alliance. no, it's not a preschool (thank god), but its some sort of company that ( Read more... )

i just got back from celebrating st. pattys day in dublin, ireland for four debaucherous days. im finally starting to feel human again. that aside, now that im back in london, i'm depressed again. i'm home sick. part of me wants to pack up my stuff right now and fly home, and the other part of me wants to stick it out for longer. the biggest ( Read more... )

so it's week two in jolly ol' england, and still no job!! well, that's not true...ed and i got jobs as bartenders for a day at this hip nightclub in leicester square....but once we found our wonderful flat in south kensington, we realized that making £5 an hour is not going to make the rent!! so we're looking for an exciting office job. ew. not ( Read more... )

i made it to london in one piece! i can't believe i'm here...i've been planning this for about 6 months, but i can't believe i'm sitting in a library in the middle of london right now typing this. it's about 11:30 am right now, and ed and i are waiting around til 2:00 to get our key to the hostel...tomorrow we have a mandatory orientation for our ( Read more... )

i just got back from a crazy two weeks of non-stop traveling. first was costa rica for 10 days over christmas (which was absolutely fucking amazing) and then the day after i got back to l.a., it was vegas time for new years (insanity at its best!). i need a break! i leave for london in 2 weeks and i'm going crazy!!! how will i ever move out of ( Read more... )