Thoughts on grief, and the whole process on loss ( Read more... )

No, it's not a girl. Or a guy, for that matter. (HA! HA HA! ...Ha.) It's actually a martial-art. My brother and I have been working on it for the past couple of months, or so, and I have to say...it's cool as hell ( Read more... )

I think the worst thing that anybody can do at the conclusion of any relationship, (though especially long-term,) is to move on. To move beyond that person for whom they lived and loved, for however long the relationship lasted ( Read more... )

Just sitting at work, typing through my lunch, updating all three of you who read this ( Read more... )

Well, I have a full-time job, now. I've decided to stay on at my part-time job, simply because the extra money is always a bonus....that, and I really don't have a life at this point, anyway. (Of course, I haven't really had a life since I've gotten here, but that doesn't surprise any of you that know me, now does it ( Read more... )

Any of it, I mean. What does any of this come to mean, in the grand scheme of things? IS there a grand scheme to any of what we're going through? I've come to a lot of revelations, over the course of my stay here, in Austin. I've come to realize that one of the things I missed the most...one thing that we could neither of us seem to bring ourselves ( Read more... )

I've gone back through some of my later posts, these past couple of days. Before this time that I've come to, I was content to keep myself busy, because I knew that if I wasn't busy, well...I would be where I am, now. I've been trying to trail my fingers through the still-wet bloodstains that is what our relationship has become ( Read more... )

I called you an hour before tomorrow ( Read more... )

Yes, it's official. I'm packing my shit up, and heading to the city of Austin, where, as my brother aptly puts it, "Most days, the sun is twenty feet off of the fucking ground." I'm actually cool with that. When I stayed with him for a week, visiting family, (but mainly to see him, his wife, and my niece and nephew,) I understood the absolute * ( Read more... )

I have to say, that all things considered in my life, right now, I LOVE MY JOB. No, really. Don't get me wrong, I don't run in there with a smile, and a hearty handshake to everybody...(and if I do, somebody please, shoot me, or shoot me up. Take your pick.) I love videogames. I love playing them. I love watching people play them. It might stupid, ( Read more... )