ah. im so lazy with this.

If anyone is wondering, im staying home, come to a number of compromises. The worst thing about compromises is... you gotta compromise. Blah.

Sorry for the cryptic-ness of my posts but im still wary of teh internetz.

I need to leave home.

I really do.

Stuff here has goten way too intense. I can't handle it anymore, i have to leave before i become completely numb towards my family.  or worse.

I hate this. I wish i could live with him, but thats not a possibility.

I dont want to be here anymore

i dont want to be here.

Time for my annual post! hehehehe.

Not much to report, at all really. Working lots, studying lots (but i'm almost done, hurrah), spending time with the boy and my therapist (not so hurrah).

I saw Good Luck Chuck, which really wasnt good, at all.

Hmm... not much else to write.

go me.  

Not much happening here lately, well that's the way i guess i'll always start all my posts ( Read more... )

Well ive had a few boring days, nothing to report, busy with boyfriend, school, work and television. How neat.

Well, im dog tired from work and im quite bored. There's nothing worse than being and bored and tired (well there is, but just run with me). Because you're bored, and too tired to do anything about it. you end up sitting there, looking there into a computer screen for hours not really achieving anything productive because you cant be bothhered.

People, generally suck. I know it's so cool to hate other people, but it is true.

But you must value the people who don't, or you may lose them.

And i think i just lost a friend. Through my own apathy.

I am now just adding people who seem interesting from out of the country, in an attempt to kickstart this confounding thing.

Well, for the adelaide people i added, i'm Samantha,we probably met in the city a few yearsa go and i've somehow remembered and stumbled upon you.

I'm going to go watch a movie.  

This thing is still pretty dead.

Go into relative seclusion for a few years to study, and you come out the other end like a fucking leper.

Jeez, i hope one of thes epeople i add at least recognises me.

My names Sam, or Samantha, If that rings any ones figurative bell.

Maybe ill post a story up later, isn't that what you do on this damn thing?

I'm starting to wish i knew more people on this damned site... so at the moment im scouting arround, adding everyone i even barely recognise. Friends of friends, people i met maybe once or twice a few years ago at the "Goth Meetups", well at least the ones that seem tolerable ( Read more... )