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It's back- starvation
Kind of amazing now that I have stopped my training, I have no motivation to eat properly. Maybe it's not amazing. maybe it was to be expected ( Read more... ) -
Update- missing this place.
Good morning ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: What if calories didn't count?
Nope. It's not the calories that I dislike, it's the food.
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Racing again this weekend
I feel fat again. I'm ovulating, and I feel fat. I measured my waistline and it's bigger than I thought. I blame that stupid news release about thigh size, because it reminded me to get out the measuring tape. Annnnd... ew. What a disaster. So much for keeping body-thoughts out of my head, it was going so well for so long ( Read more... ) -
Thin thighs and heart disease
A new study has been released showing that "naturally thin thighs" are correllated with higher risk if heart disease ( Read more... ) -
I am an Ironman!
Slower than I thought, but I had a great day. It was really fun.
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Countdown- 11 hrs and 13 minutes to go
I'm so anxious. I felt sick today, too. I smelled some sugar and wanted to gag. I"ll be eating sweet stuff all day tomorrow. It's going to be awful. I"m ready, I really am- but I'm afraid of the food on the course. Bananas, power bars, power gel, gatorade ( Read more... ) -
Eww.
A combination of tapering (getting ready for a race), PMS, stress, and not having decent food in the house has caused me to eat the most horrific junk in the past few days. I can't believe it. Normally when I am stressed/anxious I starve, but if PMS is involved I eat crap. Mostly salt ( Read more... ) -
Stress. Anxiety.
Very stressed out from not getting enough work done for my job. I can't motivate myself to write it ( Read more... )