I'm not sure I can do this.

I feel like I'm at a stand still. Seriously.

Screwed if I move forward and screwed if I sit here.

We'll see in the coming week what happens.

My heart keeps beating in weird rhythms. I don't know if it's stress or lack of sleep/caffeine.

I don't know.

I feel like I need to make some life altering decisions or I'm going to be unhappy and regret it down the road ( Read more... )

Have you all ever felt really bad about how you view your family some of the time? Then when you think about it you kind of don't feel all that bad ( Read more... )

I wasn't paying attention when I was parking my car and ( Read more... )

Well, I'm taking a creative writing course, and I haven't written anything since high school. It counts as a diff type of credit, so I figured I would try it. I have to come up with 8!!!!! pages of work to show off to the entire class and have them make comments on. Umm, even when I did write, almost no one was able to put their eyes on it. Let ( Read more... )

Somehow, I just realized that I had forgotten all about this thing. I got into my old email, and figured out my password. I'm so surprised that most people are still using it. I have no idea how I forgot about it though lol. Anyway, hello again...

I don't know what it is ... if it's the weather or not... but I have been really freaking out of it lately. I mean like really depressed. I don't really feel well. I just don't think I am happy with my life right now. I thought I was, but I'm not. I don't know what I want, but it's not this. I feel bad though because I need to do somethings ( Read more... )

*working on the computer fine... up really late doing homework before class the next day ( Read more... )

Thinga have been rather bad lately. There is always a silver lining, but lol seriously ( Read more... )

My dog died on friday. I was pretty much sitting right next to her when it happened, and I didn't even notice. I thought she was asleep. Then my mom came home and she didn't move. I have had her since I was about 8ish. Poor alexis - totally unexpected. Anyone know of anyone who has some pups ? Were looking for a relatively big dog - german ( Read more... )