what a ridiculous year. the only thing i actually regret is wasting the first 6 months on someone who didn't give a shit about me and the depression that followed. but, fuck it. in the last month, alone, i've more than made up for that lost time with friends who care, who i love with my whole entire being ( Read more... )

when i was 14 years old, i became highly experienced in all arenas of avoidance, denial, manipulation, and instant (always temporary) gratification ( Read more... )

hey, FUCK YOU.

when you're kissing someone who's too much like you
it's like kissing on a mirror
when you're sleeping with someone who doesn't get you
you're gonna hate yourself in the morning

it's bound to melt your heart
one way or another
it's bound to melt your heart
for good or for bad

the show at my house on saturday was fucking great. i really good group of people showed up. dion bought 2 cases of 40s and like, 5 half racks. it was straight up ridiculous.

i wish i could find my camera. there have been so many good photo ops lately. bummer...

i'm crushin' pretty hardcore. damn, son.


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so, tour de franzia was so fucking fantastic.

bikes + box wine = best shit ever.

fun weekend. early thanksgiving was great. jenn's birfday was fun too.
TOUR DE FRANZIA NEXT WEEKEND!!!!


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i just read my last couple of entries. i'm a whiney bitch... wow ( Read more... )

i like my new job. it's not as draining as the nursing home. eventhough i'm scheduling appointments and running errands all day, it's still pretty fun. and i have a nice place to live ( Read more... )

shit's weird. i've been really really sad in the last couple months. my way of coping involves forcing myself to go out and do things and surround myself with lots of people or workworkworkworkwork so i don't have to think about what's really bothering me. or... develop crushes on people and be preoccupied with them rather than him ( Read more... )