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Still making progress...
It is such a good feeling to know that my life is moving in a direction that I am so excited about. I completed my substitute training class two weeks ago, and will start substituting as soon as a teacher wants to take a Tuesday off...lol. Next thing...taking the basic skills assesment of the GACE on October 27. I've been looking over the test ( Read more... ) -
In time...
I am so just in the moment. Everyday I feel as if I am becoming a better person. I feel like I am a lot happier these days, and even though I am missing Brian beyond belief, I am truly understanding that God put a special man in my life for a reason. I'm realizing that if you put positive in the universe, that's exactly what you'll get in return ( Read more... ) -
Has it been a month already????
Wow. I cannot believe it, but I'm looking at my calender and it clearly states that today marks the day that Brian left one whole month ago. Many were expecting me to be a big old ball of tears, and I am sooooo proud of myself. Brian made me promise that I would be strong, because it would be extra hard if he knew that he left me back in GA, and ( Read more... ) -
A ball of energy....lol....
I don't know why, but for whatever reason, I cannot go to sleep. I've responded to all emails, watched Bridezillas, Girls Next Door, Dr. 90210, and Kimora: Life in the Fab Lane...but I just can't close my eyes yet. Lol. Now I'm watching the Original Kings of Comedy and looking for a new purse on overstock.com. I cannot believe that August is ( Read more... ) -
And he's off....
Yep. Brian is off into the sea...lol. He told me last night that it could be anywhere between two to four months, and today told me that the earliest he would be back is October 21st and the latest would be December 21st. I guess I'll just have to wait and see what happens now won't I?? I'm amazed that I have broke out in tears today, seeing as ( Read more... ) -
I'm getting a bit emotional....
Well, the time has come. I knew it was going to happen eventually, but I guess this is where I realize that I wish we had a little bit more time to spend together. Sometimes I wish he was going to be here for a few more days, and sometimes I wish he wasn't moving away. I guess while I thought I was preparing myself for this day, I guess I never ( Read more... ) -
Stop worrying....start moving....
I cannot believe that I have not updated my journal in almost two months...maybe three...what's that all about? I think about writing...and then I just don't. Guess I'm just really good at keeping things on the inside. Yeah. That's it. Just got back from seeing Hairspray with Arsed, Denise, and Twanda...and it was really a great movie. It ( Read more... ) -
I wonder what God has planned for me?
So going to the gym and working out always gets me thinking about things...life, work, friends, family, and all that other important stuff. My life coach has decided that I need to write out a list of goals for myself, and although I have yet to officially submit them, I've realized that there are so many things I want to accomplish over the next ( Read more... ) -
I did it....
In order to grow, and make myself a better person, I did something that should've been done a long time ago. I wrote to two people and got some major things off my chest. I feel so much better. It only took me two weeks to actually start and finish one of the messages. Doesn't matter though, because it's done. Emotional cleansing process ( Read more... ) -
Maybe my mommy was right....
Am I really losing focus? Have I lost my drive? She said that to me yesterday, and I'm beginning to wonder if maybe it's true. Maybe I'm not focused or driven because I'm still teetering on whether or not I want to pursue pharmacy or education. I have no reason not to do either, but it's my own fears and doubts keeping me from pharmacy...the ( Read more... )