it's exactly that. life sucks ass. i hate everyone and everything but the band. i'm so pissed off at the world. fuckin bullshit

i find myself at a weird and difficult crossroad. we've already been dating for almost a year and it's been a very hard one at that. i've lost a lot of respect for my upbringing and just my thought processes and how they've evolved. i don't like who i am. i don't like my life. it's got very few positive factors. can't really wrap my mind around how ( Read more... )

so yeah, i have writer's block............again. not for the music but for lyrics. it kinda sucks. i wish they would just come out easier. whatever. so my relationship with laura is fucking amazing. kinda been wondering where's she's been all my life lol. stupid writer's block. what the hell.

woohoo! a new record! 22 weeks since the last time on livejournal! go me. lol i was looking at all of my old posts. i used to be a really pissed off person lol. i'm so glad i'm not like that anymore.

so yeah, health insurance sucks. trying to get it at least anyways. i'm not really doing anything at the moment and i should call them but i just don't want to. i already have to go to cracker barrel tonight. mondays and tuesdays suck. i made 28 bucks last night for 3.5 hours of serving. what kind of crap is that. whatever. and it looks like i'm ( Read more... )

dammit, i hate projects. i wanna be asleep already! lol. i gotta draw the bodies superficial and deep muscles, label them all and color them. i wish i was done. yeah, i know going on the computer isn't helping speed it up any, i just can't keep going on it for long periods of time cause it frustrates me. whatever. i got my last day of anatomy ( Read more... )

ladies and gentlemen, i've pooped today. but not with the beavers.. i don't swing that way.

everyone look at my profile. it describes me right down to the last drop of drippity perfection. the bio section anyway.

i hate school projects. i really really do. anyone wanna do it for me?

band practice this today was about as productive as me hitting my head against a brick wall