i fucking hate people. i hate this world. i hate this whole situation. god dammit. i hate people.

well, i'm school right now. we're taking a quick break because this girl in my class had a seizure. she just collapsed in front of everyone. it's not a cool thing to watch. but anyway, my weekend was really tiring. woke up at 4 on friday morning to go to work. stayed up a little later than planned. woke up on saturday at 4 for work. stayed up till ( Read more... )

anybody wanna do anything tonight? i've got nothing to do for the next 8 eternities or so. i'm gonna need someone to talk to too. anyone up for it? probably not. i have the feeling nobody cares.

well, it's been awhile since i've updated. i figured i might as well now since it's one of my new year's resolutions to update more. let's see how long that keep's up lol. i guess i'll update everyone on my christmas giftage. here's what i remember ( Read more... )

band practice was awesome. yeah, that's right. awesome. for the first time in how long? a long long time. that's how long. we had so much fun too. ian was having a blast for once. i was having a lot of fun and evan was saying that the practice was "gorgeous" like the girl that he saw in the lodge on his snowboarding trip. hey, who knew that ( Read more... )

sitting here at evan's house again. had a good thanksgiving and all two days ago. gonna be going to a dance party tonight and i'm gonna break it down on the dance floor. with all my homies of course. cause i'm a ghetto rapper. and a white cracker.....yo. anyone else going to this "dance party"? supposedly there's gonna be lots of people so maybe i ( Read more... )

so, i'm sitting here at evan's house. they are in indiana for a week. chelsea, lauren, and i just finished watching finding nemo and i'm wondering what we're gonna do for dinner. i'm just wondering cause i'm getting pretty hungry. we had chinese yesterday but that was yesterday and my tummy wants more food. we have ramen noodles and those sound ( Read more... )

well, i just had the most amazing bowl of cereal ever. it was eggo cereal with maple syrup flavor. it was so good. anyway. i left work early cause it was hurting my back. so i have a massage appointment for 1 at the school i'm gonna be going to. and don't worry honey, it's not even a girl giving it to me. i hope it feels better then cause i really ( Read more... )

yo, what's up? haven't posted in a few days. been either busy or not really desiring to actually take time to come on here and post. nothing's really been going on too much. Paroxysm (my band. that's our name. for now at least) has a song online at www.myspace.com/paroxysmma. it's our first official song. it still came out kinda bad but hey, ( Read more... )

well, it's friday at 6:15. i'm just kinda sitting here. i don't feel like doing much. i do have a room that needs cleaning. i do also have many clothes that i don't wear that will be thrown out. i also next to no motivation to do any of that. i just feel like blah. i just want chelsea to sleep over tonight and for us to watch a movie or something. ( Read more... )