and it would not be a wasted life.

power
feminine beauty and sexuality
idea of power or feminine dominance
the symbol of love.

very short time
transience of life
Buddhism states all life is suffering and transitory
not get too attached to a particular outcome or not become emotional because it will all pass in time.

fallen represents the beauty of snow
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as random does ( Read more... )

everything is falling apart ( Read more... )

Seeing as though it's been a while since my last post, I thought I'd take this opportunity to say something ( Read more... )

It wasn't all that long ago, or it seems, that I was uttering those same anger filled words. Now here I am years later caught amidst a moral dilemma. Do I oust the person who made me swear the same though now befriended, or do I clam to the words new protestor? I chose the first ( Read more... )

I'm lost amidst a raging river of emotions, not sure as to which should dominate my demeanor. I've ascended the point of life where everything starts to catch up with you. Where you just wish you could stop for a moment, sit down, and spend some time in a familiar place with familiar faces. Graduation is coming up in August. However, as ( Read more... )

hum...and I find myself wondering why I do this to myself?

We had a romance novel to be jealous over. And then it was over and we were gone. Here I am. There he goes.

I wish sometimes that I had a friend that cared about me as much as I do them. Then again, maybe they don't wish that I cared about them so much. I'm damned if I do and damned if I don't. Anyway. I could really use that friend right now. I feel like my sophomore year of college again. Though this time there's no guy throwing me into walls and I can ( Read more... )

I must shamefully admit, this is the saddest I've been in a while. I think there's too many things going on in my life right now. I need to take a step back and figure out what the heck is going on. *sigh* I need a good hard cry. If only my foolish eyes would let me ( Read more... )

sometimes I wish I could say that I hate my life. That I'm not happy where I am doing what I am being who I am. But I can't because it's not true. Sure I spend all day in a classroom, but I'm learning things that I love. I don't have many friends here, but the ones I have are worth having. I have more adventures every week than I ever did in the ( Read more... )