It's been so long.
I'm fine, not dead.
Busy and generally happy.
And growing.

I went outside with 1/2 bag of microwave popcorn.  the sun was blasting into my face and as i stood there in Jan with short sleeves on i couldn't help but smile and squint into the sun ( Read more... )

i'm thinking alot about change and becoming better this year ( Read more... )

For those of you who don't know i watch Saved By The Bell each morning.  i have seen every episode now except Lisa's Fashion show which i somehow miss.  The seasons roll over every month or so since TBS plays 4 episodes in a row from 7am to 9am so i let my tv turn on at 7 when i want to get up and the comfort of voices and music that i know eases ( Read more... )

christmas hangovers and having time to get things done!
yay!

yesterday i got a fresh 1000 gig hard drive, a digital point and shoot camera, a package with new underwear from my mom and a big ass paycheck from my job.  i promptly went to a work party, had one drink and then went to my friend's store www.livefastnyc.com and drank wine and hung out until they closed.  then i went home ( Read more... )

at least one of us is dating again.
she can date, i can drink... they both start with "d"

6 months is not an anniversary.
how ridiculous.

it's always too bright when you travel in a tunnel for too long and come out the other side quickly ( Read more... )

how did i realize i failed?
when i went to the last great dive bar in NYC and talked to old rummies and heard many a word of wisdom.
within in 5 min of getting home, Scubs made me forget it all and think of my ex and my own failures...
lets see how Jameson does with a gentle rain of frosty vodka dropping in to help me sleep... er.... pass out.

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