Ok so this will defiantly be gross so those with an uneasy stomach I am sorry

So I was doing this volunteer thing for a class where they had to investigate situations.  I was given the one about a man exposing himself to me. I decided to go for shock factor.  Here is the basic story that I gave

*My friend and me where walking around the ( Read more... )

So this weekend felt awfully short to me but it was very interesting!  Here are some highlights

* Worked (I hate working but I need the money so I hang with my NY boys!)
* Lots of driving!!!
* Meet new people threw Zack (lot of them but the three I actually remember their names are Lauren who had really pretty pink hair, Adam who is just cool in ( Read more... )

Reply to this post, and I will tell you my favourite icon of yours.

Then post this to your own journal using your own favorite icon-- or not. But I think it's fun.

Why does every thing get taken out of proportion?  Why can't i have fun with people with out having people assume the worse.  I don't know. I hate being me some times just for the fact that people think i will do something bad.  I am a big girl  I know what to do and what not to do.

I really hope i dont lose a good friend because of this, but at ( Read more... )

my friends in new york are the best! I got two vidoes from them of snow cause it is the only way i will see it right now!

http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=1766580620

Ok so I guess as most of you can see postie I think is back, not that it is because I want to pester any of you, in fact I really don't even think or consider people reading my stuff. I just need a place to talk and I have had allot on my mind lately so yeah that is probably the reason for all the posting.

I found a new thing that makes me smile, ( Read more... )

Silly thing make me smile. for example ( Read more... )

I know what my problem is...

I just want to feel cared about again.
I don't even feel cared for by my own parents, yet i have unconditional love for every one else!

oh well

Ahhh life is so confusing right now. I feel all alone but i know i am not. I guess i am just tired of that feeling. I want more, but i don't know how to get it. I need to get out. I need a vacation, I need something I just don't want to go back to how i was in the old days.

basically i just want to be happy!

I don't get it. Every time I am about to get close to some one, I pull away. I am never ready. Why! Why can't I be ready to be happy, and move on with life? Is this God's way of making me suffer? And if it is, what the hell am I suffering for ( Read more... )