Comments | atomistictheist: Been a long time

atomistictheist

Been a long time

Nov 23, 2012 01:05

I've wanted to fucking die for a while now. I worked for a decade toward a career, went a lifetime into debt, 3 years out I'm living with my parents in my shithole hometown making $8.50 an hour, and I am on my 4th or 5th year of not being in a relationship ( Read more... )

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Rss feeds boldra November 23 2012, 06:44:15 UTC

Funny how rarely one gets around to cancelling rss feeds when the flow stops.

It sounds like depression to me. It's not your fault, it's an illness. Get some exercise and lots of light and good luck.

Re: Rss feeds cieldumort November 23 2012, 06:48:53 UTC

And maybe take some Vitamin D supplements if not already doing so. 2,000 IU a day or so has really helped me. Funny how such a seemingly little thing can help with my mood.

Re: Rss feeds atomistictheist November 23 2012, 11:24:19 UTC

I'm being treated for depression. Fortunately I do exercise regularly.

cieldumort November 23 2012, 06:46:46 UTC

I am almost always of the opinion that in order to have the best chance of emotional sobriety, one must first give up all mood/mind altering drugs. But after many years, I have come to conclude that taking such a position with others exposes me as a bit of a hypocrite, as I have consumed incredible quantities of caffeine and nicotine well into my separation from the substances which wrought so much trouble in my life before. And let's not kid, caffeine and nicotine are highly addictive. Shit. Needless to say, I am no longer as quick to say that one must give up all drugs in order to recover, but I am confident that drug use, in just about any quantity, has a way of interfering with things, at least in those of us who are prone to addiction ( ... )

atomistictheist November 23 2012, 11:27:07 UTC

Thanks man. I haven't given up and a lot of people are on myself. Love you too.