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Whine Blawg
RelationshipSo I've been in a relationship for about 5 months and I think it's drawing to a close. We started seeing each other when she was 6 months pregnant. I stayed with her for a few days at the hospital when the baby was born. I'm in love with both of them. She is a high school teacher, very intelligent, and bipolar (like inpatient manic ( Read more... ) -
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Had to wipe an old man's ass today. Glad I have a PhD.
It's not fair for me to start a blog entry that way. I'm very optimistic about my life right now. -
The Dating World (and Outlook on Life in General) Has Changed For Me
A friend introduced me to the pickup artist community by recommending the book The Game: Penetrating the Secret Society of Pickup Artists y Neil Strauss. It and the wealth of online information available through the PUA community has revolutionized my outlook on dating, sex, and relationships. I already see it working in my life ( Read more... ) -
A Change Gonna Come
I really need some unequivocal good news--not promising possibility, not hope, but good news--specifically in my love life and career. I've worked for it. I've been patient (sometimes). I know my life is better than most in this world, but I demand nothing less than excellence. Three years without a career and 5 years single is not acceptable. I ( Read more... ) -
Hope in the Dark Night of the Soul
I am in so much pain right now. But I feel like many big and small things are going to happen soon in my life that will change it for the better. I feel myself growing and becoming a better person again. I haven't felt that in a long time. All of this loneliness, rejection, failure, and dragging my aching legs through the dunes and brittle ( Read more... ) -
Complicated Haircut
The last two women that rejected me hadn't been in a relationship in a long time. One own's the salon at which I get my hair cut. We had a date and she quit responding to my texts. The second I met on a dating site and I found out later she works at the salon. The latter seemed nervous that I had been out with her boss and that I don't drink ( Read more... ) -
Things Psych Patients Say
Me: [70 yr old African-American female Client], you can't be back here; you have to go up front.
Client: I don't want to go out there--too many white people.
Me: There are only white people back here!
Client: Yeah, but I want to talk to you. You're the most handsomest man I've ever seen. You got 5 o'clock shadow at 8 o'clock in the morning. -
Been a long time
I've wanted to fucking die for a while now. I worked for a decade toward a career, went a lifetime into debt, 3 years out I'm living with my parents in my shithole hometown making $8.50 an hour, and I am on my 4th or 5th year of not being in a relationship ( Read more... ) -
Jam
You'll want to turn the volume down a little. The guitar is overpowering.
by Daniel Johnston (verses written by me)
by Willie Nelson
by Kasey Chambers
by Johnny Cash
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