I don't feel the joy
I don't feel the pain
You were just a toy
I am just insane

Walkin' on my own
leavin' you behind
You are cryin' out that you need to speak your mind

Oh, so alone in love
so alone in love
I'm going to haunt you every day
haunt you every day

I am gonna kill
when I need a thrill
Eating at the heart
'till I've had my fill
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i got 96 hours away from work ( Read more... )

i think i'm going to go get a tarot card reading after work tonight. see what the cards/stars have to say. maybe they'll give me some answers, since no one else can ( Read more... )

this song puts it perfectly ( Read more... )

is that i'm a moron.

people can never be 100% depended on. never plan your life around someone else. don't spend hundreds of dollars on plane tickets that won't be used.

people are just bodies that crumble when too heavily leaned upon.

i can't wait to go home.
...but i'm sure that too will eventually turn into a disaster.

disregard previous

i think i'm ok now, we're ok now. just have to learn how to not let my feelings be so so so dependent just yet. i've had a common problem with that. there are things to be worked on.

i'm glad that i'm persistant.

i saw some fireworks.

i want to go back to bed.

the foo fighters are dangfuckawesome.

the new transplants' cd is the best thing that's happened to me this week. that and i got an 86% on my first math test. not bad, but it only gets worse.

FUCK OFF.

fuck it all. i wish i had a best friend again.

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i think juliette lewis kicks so much ass. she is my new hero. her singing voice pretty much kicks ass.


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