Got to see a few people who i havent seen in about 2 years. That was quite a nice surprise, i hope they decide to come around more often cause they are better than most of my present company ( Read more... )

Tuesday, May 12. 12:45 a.m ( Read more... )

was readin over my journal the other day and it seems like the only time i write in this thing is when things arent goin my way and life has seem to have gotten the better of me. Came to the startling conclusion the other day that the past is behind me, cant change a god damn thing that has happened, but i can learn from it and try to make myself a ( Read more... )

i know you dont read this cause i guess im not important enough for you. i dont understand, we were close and now things arent what they used to be. i dont think i have done anything to deserve this, but just out of nowhere the one thing that made my day a little better is now gone. i dont think i did anything wrong but you wont even answer your ( Read more... )

Everyone has a story to tell. Everyone has experienced bumps in this road we call life, and yet it is all a part of growing. Its what makes us into the people we will become years from now, when all of the frustrations of being a teenager turn into the frustrations of being an adult with responsibilities and a family to support. This is what life ( Read more... )

Haven't been around in a while. I didnt leave my bed for 8 days straight, i wasnt angry or depressed, i didnt feel anything at all. I saw modest mouse. It was amazing. It seemed like everything in my entire life just stopped. Everything that troubled me went away for those three days. i was in a different world. i saw modest mouse 3 nights in a row ( Read more... )

eating snowflakes with plastic forks
and paper plates
of course you think of everything
short love with a long divorce
with a couple of kids
of course they dont mean anything
live in trailers with no class
god damn i hope i can pass
high school means nothing
taking heart ache from hard work
god damn i am such a jerk
i cant prove anything

summer came and went and now school started and im still stuck in my shitty job that i have. nothin much has changed and it sucks. im gonna leave soon. maybe just spend one weekend and drive to alambama by myself or something stupid like that so i can just get away from these people, this job, and this god damn town. fuck this place. im gonna quit ( Read more... )

a funny thing happened about 2 days ago. all of my friends stopped talking to me. dont seem to know why but i will talk to them and they will make plans with me and than just fuckin dick me over. im sick of this shit. whoever fucking thought that being stabbed in the back would hurt so fucking much. i havent talked to steph in two days. i miss her ( Read more... )

i spend every waking moment ( Read more... )