im pissed. it really fucking makes me mad when somebody does something, and then changes your life..for good. then doesnt own up to it or take responsibilty for what they did. instead they act like they are "too busy", or just ignore you. it wasnt my choice for any of this to happen. and i cant fucking help it. the least the person could do would ( Read more... )

im convinced i may have the coolest hair out of anybody i know. its fucking amazing and i loveeee the person that cut it. shes an artist of doing hair. satya is a goddess....
and ronnie is too. even though she has nothing to do with this. ronnie rox mah sox!

hes gone. on his way to college. now i wont see him for several months. i woke up at 7 just so i could say goodbye. and he stopped over we shortly talked before he had to leave. it was so difficult to see him. and all of his stuff packed. and know that hes gone now and isnt coming back. i didnt know what to say. i hardly wanted to say goodbye and ( Read more... )

kory just called me. now i think i REALLY feel lucky. he decided to take a few moments out of his last bit of time here to talk to me and say that hes really tired so we probably cant see eachother tonight..BUT theres always the option of me waking up at like 6:30 in the fucking morning for him to see me. this is insane, retarded, and making me mad ( Read more... )

im soooo tired and ready to fall asleep. i have to wake up at 9 tomorrow for a hair appointment. blaahh. i pretty much only came online to talk to some people and now that they signed off and stuff im probably going to go to bed soon ( Read more... )

so i talked to kory, we got in another fight. this is so stupid hes leaving in 5 days, we arent even together and were fighting more than most people do. today he yelled at me cause guess i make it sound like "his lifes perfect and mine is shit" or something like that. i dont even remember, and dont really want to remember. i have too much shit ( Read more... )

its been like over a month since ive wrote in here. im too busy and lazy to update all the time i guess. i dunno ( Read more... )

okay its been a really long time once again since i have updated. im going to quickly do this because details would take too long ( Read more... )

ive been so busy lately i think im gonna die. i went to texas from the 6th-15th, then came back and i have been at ronnies house every night since i got back, except for two nights. i left for texas on the 6th which was a sunday, and on that friday i went to korys graduation then to a bonfire he had...fortunatly i decided NOT to jump over the fire ( Read more... )

okay, so heres a slight update ( Read more... )