why are men so stupid...you tell them something and they ignore it....you tell them again and again and again and they don't even hear you...it's as if you are ntohing to them....that your talking and saying something is just another dull sound in the world....then when you get mad because they won't listen to you it's like it's your fault in the ( Read more... )

yet again i'm kicked out. who knows why, i don't...the most i can get out of it was because i didn't wait on my mother hand and foot when she had a migrane because i needed to go to a friends house because i was depressed. i'm sorry that i need comfort when i'm depressed. my grandmother died, so sue me! heaven forbid i'm 17 and care a lot about ( Read more... )

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lets see here....where to start...hmmm, i do not know....well on 4-20 brian broke up with me. no surprise there. he says that i'm being too high maitenence (all i ask for is a note or take me to dinner or something on our anniversary for christ sake and he can't because he spent all of his money souping up his car) oh well. i could have told you ( Read more... )

here is the newest scoop....only a few more days till my 4 month anniversary with brian....can't wait....his parents are out of town in new zealand....fun stuff....we've been talking to eachother a lot more...like we used to talk all the time but this stuff is deeper, we have been tlaking about my mother and what is going on at home and everything ( Read more... )

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well lots has gone on since i last wrote....hmmm, where to begin ( Read more... )

well i have been put on some meds for my problems....they're working out pretty good...i'm not getting sick from it anymore wich is good....they take away my appetite...i mean i didn't really have one before, but now it's just pathetic...you'd think that i'd be skinny from not eating that much...wrong!!! slows your metabolism down and then you get ( Read more... )

this new medicine will take 2 weeks to work if it does....i believe that by then, i will have lost it....i barely have anything left...crying and frustration is pretty much constant...i can't handle it anymore...i justh ope i don't do anything stupid...but it feels like i can't control myself anymore