It's horrible the amount of bad things that can happen to a person. having two friends commit suicide and then one die in an accident just this past weekend, and the suicides only a few years before. Thats Joe, my happy-go-lucky Joe.I guess I understand why sometimes he is a bit I feel anymore. I feel bad about brennan and kinda lost about Joe and ( Read more... )

agh, first day in a very long time that i've actually gone out to run. and i hurt in places i forgot i had. and silly toby almost got hit by a car, but that was just cause he wouldn't listen to me. Toby is a tiny little dog that my uncle has left under our care while he is in Florida. woo alive in 68 days!! i am so excited it's amazing. I am living ( Read more... )

ever have one of those moments where you just think you are the most unintelligent, most unobservant person in the world?? i mean wouldn't it have been a smart thing to have actually read brennan's live journal two years ago when we were going through that whole break up thing then? to see what he felt, what he was up to? huh well guess what i didn ( Read more... )

so my live journal... hum...it's been a while. todays not been so great, my dad got laid off from GM... darn them. Anthony keeps crushing my dreams of ever being with Joe and just blah is the general theme of my day. I was all excited about spring break almost being here and about the trip to Playa, but now, not so much. Now i'm worried about the ( Read more... )

ATTENTION!!!**anyone who was in japanese club last year on monday sensei is inviting us to joinm her in giving the freshman a better understanding of what our club is all about. she would like us to be there from 10:45 am till 1 pm. if you can sensei would be very pleased ( Read more... )

Theres nothing more amusing the freaking a friend out. lol so my friend shawn, met him online like two years ago and what not, he's my roleplayin buddie, anywho, i was like " Rasml [9:51 PM]: my name is george, i'm a 9 year old, i've been fibbing this whole time and i can't keep this secret anymore" he was like WHAT??!! lol it was so funny he ( Read more... )

i have come to the realization that when ur 16 and can't drive on ur own ( says the law) then you have no life. mommy works, daddy works, i have to babyset mike EVERY FREAKIN DAY! i've spent my day cleaning, listening to music, chattin, and coloring ( which has become a new obsession because i have no life)sad isn't it? i think it is. I NEED to be ( Read more... )

this body will die and i cannot stop that. but i will make it last as long as i can. life an be so hard, so much pain, so much fear, but it seems as if theres something so much more to it then that. i am here to help, to guide. i do not fear death because i know where i'm going after i die. what i fear, is for those who do not know. there are so ( Read more... )

ha ha ha ha! lol ehem. i mean. any how so it's warm... wooo should have been when we were at pelee island.. but wasn't. blast it! meh, anywho so i say we all become vamps and take over the world, wait i'm an elf, never mind, i'll stay elf. it works with me. yay for elves! mew... hehe anywho my chick on the side just said she was three months ( Read more... )

so it has been a whole week, and some change. it's tuesday. i don't know what to say. with each moment, i discover more of myself, and with each moment i grow. yet with each moment i find myself falling further away from him. and becoming comfortable with it. i suck at this whole thing. i sware i do. my vacation was eh.. ok i guess. it was cold and ( Read more... )