I've been watching Orlando sleep for about an hour now, curled in a chair by the window, bathed in moonlight. I can't sleep for some reason, I'm feeling restless and melancholy, but I don't want to wake him. I always start to feel like this after a while back in my homeland, I still haven't been able to figure out why. I think partially it is ( Read more... )

So, I've been talking with my sister quite a bit in the last week or so (and thank god the heat has broken somewhat, or I'd have shot myself by now...seriously...this heat wave is scary, considering how many lives it claimed in France!). She's been on me rather a lot to come back to Germany for a bit and visit with she and mom, especially mum... ( Read more... )

So, now that we're back in London, I'm really starting to get the itch to perform again. London is my old stomping grounds more than anything--at least for the human side of me. The panther side of me still longs for Germany, but I think that's simply because most of my family resides there, my own kind...we panthers may be solitary creatures, ( Read more... )

Love, I get so lost sometimes ( Read more... )

Malta ( Read more... )

We're meant to go house hunting for a "House in the Hills" in the next day or two I think. I'm only excited about it because of how excited Orli is--it's sort of infectious, as those that know him well can attest. When he is excited and happy about something, it's very hard to not let it affect you *smiles* At least I find that to be true ( Read more... )

OOC: Where is everyone? I know we've been quiet too, that's going to change! Is everyone still around? Things have been going so wonderfully...though I think our time in New York is truly drawing to a close. We're talking of going to Hollywood now, and Orli wants to get his "House in the Hills". He likes how it sounds *chuckles* So, that's ( Read more... )

I could watch him sleep forever.

Orli,

I've been doing a lot of thinking since we arrived in Germany, especially after what happened with Hannes. I could say that some of what he said put doubts in my mind, but it wouldn't be the truth. I just can't see how being with you isn't the right thing...I can't imagine being anywhere else. Even when I didn't think you returned the ( Read more... )

Orlando left before I woke today, so I've been meandering around. It's good though, I'm healed up enough that I have options beside just laying around being a very large throw pillow. I'm getting very antsy to shift though--I'm not like Orlando, I don't have to shirt a certain amount of time a month or anything, but I tend to get very...I won't ( Read more... )