Its September 10th. What will I being in two September 10th's away. Probably not writing in my journal. This month is going to be hell. My schedule consists of work, school, and wam. Its a combo package right now. In my eyes right now I am defining the person I want to become. I need to stop smoking. I need to straighten my act up. I need to just ( Read more... )

I graduated. I definantly feel like I am living in some sort of surreal moment for the past few days. All the different feelings adding up I feel a few different emotions: stress, joy, anxiety, and happiness. I feel like my priorities need to start getting in full check. Its time to create my own destiny and stop worrying about others. Life has ( Read more... )

Its been 2 years, 2 years since the worst, 2 years since death, 2 years of change, 2 years of truth. Its been a gloomy day. I havent felt right and to be honest I had no realization of the significance of the day. The weather is telling us everything. Its been stressful with complications of others, work, school, my home life. I just want to run ( Read more... )

Its Spring Break right now, this weekend has been disappointing. Actually I think the last like month has been pretty disappointing. All my plans have been failing, my friends dont seem too much like friends as of late, everyone is caught up in their own world; even myself. Its hard not too though. Winter has been rough and it snowed for hopefully ( Read more... )

It has been 14 weeks since I have had my last update. Life has been something of amazement, confusion, temptation, and more growth. As of late my mindset has gone away from what I really have wanted. My urges and will to do what I need and want has been lacking but at the same time I feel as if these emotions I thrive on are embedded into my mind. ( Read more... )

So school is back in session. To be completely honest I am pretty happy that I am back in the groove of things. Waking up and all of that really sucks but I am getting used to it slowly and its not as hard as it seems. My weekends all have been awesome and always full of good times with good people. I have been getting involved and really am trying ( Read more... )

So this is it, my summer has finally winded down and now I desperately try to do as much as I can in the next 11 days of freedom. So much realization this summer and so much growth. Ive seen all of this, I have opened myself up become a stronger willed and honestly compassionate person for others rather than just myself. I look at myself 6 months ( Read more... )

Hmmm... It feels like forever since I last updated but I know it really has only been a few days. Things have been good. Summer is in full swing but ever so closely school is creepin up. I guess I am not that anxious to go back but at the same time I am not unsatisfied with the fact I am going back to school. The last week has been good. A lot of ( Read more... )

Summer to say the least has been amazing in a many of ways. I guess I couldnt really explain what I was expecting of the next 3 months when school got out. I really couldnt be much happier. I was really optimistic and kind of expecting something a lot less than what has happened. Camping really opened my eyes a lot and I feel I got something out of ( Read more... )

My year in Review.

I havent written a really long deep entry in a very long time. I am in the mood so I am going to give my full perspective of this past year. Last summer personally to me ended as the greatest summer of my life. I really had nothing at one point last year but the summer really gave me high hopes for my junior year. The beginning of ( Read more... )