Comments | atwar664: For the time

atwar664

For the time

Dec 20, 2006 18:33

I have two gears lately...depressed or angry. Why? Why do I feel this way? I don't know. I am tensed up, not enjoying anything, and looking at everything for an attack from somewhere. So yeah I guess paranoid too. Looks like dysthymia strikes again. This time it is different I have a job to worry about and classes are coming up. Restless, ( Read more... )

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sheriffjoe December 21 2006, 17:24:45 UTC

Mike ( ... )

atwar664 December 22 2006, 08:26:40 UTC

Heh heh thanks! A hero? If you believe in it then I will try to be one. God it's good to hear from you.

I am doing a bit more than hanging on. I have a foot hold. I am on my way.

Just a question though where does self-esteem come from?

sheriffjoe December 22 2006, 16:27:04 UTC

Self esteem comes from your experiences...surviving them...the good that you have done...realizing that the not-so-good is a part of life that everyone participates in from time to time and the desire to better oneself. Self esteem comes from wanting to be better...wanting to do good...trying your best and knowing that giving up on that central core belief is not an option ( ... )

atwar664 December 23 2006, 07:37:32 UTC

It sounds like I might have one after all. I am still not sure. I get terribly guilt ridden and the like. Yeah I should just be nice to myself and see how that goes.

Maybe a little happy thought? ladylee1983 December 21 2006, 17:49:05 UTC

Hey-
You're officially invited to christmas dinner at my cousin's house.
Talk to you soon
-Jen

Re: Maybe a little happy thought? atwar664 December 22 2006, 08:31:47 UTC

I can't wait! I am kind of nervous to be around so many new people. Especially your family on Christmas. Will I look like an orphan? Will I be awkward..blah blah blah. I just want to be myself, but I don't know if that's going to do it. I am lame.

P.S. Thank you for saving me.