What a feeling. The third hellish Tuesday vanquished with the mighty sword of time. Only 12 more to go. Take that you stygian robber of my mind! I am already ready for bed, so lets keep this light. Quitting smoking sucks, but it is well worth it. The owner of Capt Nemo's bought my lunch today in support of my struggle. Bless him. OK so there is ( Read more... )

There is an air of dramatics in this journal, but it shouldn't be misread as insincere. This was the way I was built. You ask I tell. Sometimes there wasn't a question. Noble silence is a concept that exceeds my understanding ( Read more... )

I am sitting here looking up facts, stories, court conclusions and whatevers about the world of family law. And I am really shaken up by what I have read so far. Maybe I should be. I should realize what a tough cause this thing is. I am not sure what is right here, but I now that this isn't right either. I am afraid I am dedicating this LJ to what ( Read more... )

The links in my world are changing. Smoking will be gone in a few days. 65% of an already modest income will leave me for Alabama. Classes have begun, and I may be in trouble with the amount of classes I need to graduate; from 8-20! I will not know for sure until I get in touch with the Dean. But for some strange reason I am feeling rather brave. ( Read more... )

There is a line that gets blurred somewhere between an idea and the thing the idea is built on ( Read more... )

I am not going out tonight. But I will probably go out tonight anyway. We'll see. I am kind of broke, and the medication I am on for smoking cessation says it is a bad idea to drink while taking it. So I am at home and have a valid reason for not going out. Yeah I don't care ( Read more... )

What has two thubs, and is looking like they just got up?

This guy!

If I have any more taurine I might become pure energy. Woo woo!

Going back to a issue about my life, and also 950,000 others in Illinois there seems to something lacking in this whole process. I have spent sometime scavenging information from various public, government, and organizational websites trying to find it. I have found nothing but bitter sentments and hard lines. It seems that there is a losing war ( Read more... )

I will not fear. Fear is the mind killer. I will let it pass though me, and only I will remain. I will not fear. Fera is the mind killer. I will let it pass through me, and only I will remain. I will not fear. Fear is the mind killer. I will let it pass through me, and only I will remain. I will not fear. Fear is the mind killer. I will let it pass ( Read more... )

In recent life I have become awakened to the ever persistent problem of fear and doubt. I am sure we all know that these things along with life's discomforts cause rifts in our peace of mind. But I am not sure we all searched for ways to rid ourselves of these problems. Will we always have doubts? Must we suffer them, and their effects when we are ( Read more... )