Alright. Thanksgiving. There is about half the family here, and I am about to go crazy...if I already wasn't crazy. It would be easy to go on about the deep seeded family crap that I go through every year at this point, but I will not skip right to the conclusions this time. I like to lay all the bits out and see what it is that comes up. With out ( Read more... )

Nah not much to say really. I forgot for a while that I have gotten out and actually done things. It has been mostly work, but there was Dave and I's all-day Northwestern\Michigan State tailgating party. There was a trip to Statesville haunted prison. And there is a trip coming up for an early Thanksgiving Dinner at Jen's place. But all I can think ( Read more... )

Well I am having a sort of wavy feeling in me. I needed to write. They are not swirling thoughts. They are moving lines of expressions and floating scenarios. It's a strange liquid movement that I can almost touch on, but it escapes my grasp when I come to close. Like when I try to write about it. Like seeing a concept without understanding it. I ( Read more... )

Now that I have this place to myself for the next 34 hours. I can sit, think, and write. I wonder if it will be any different from when there are 3 other people around the place ( Read more... )

God I miss this thing. I thought about this journal so many times since I have last wrote. Full time work has taken priority. Actually I am getting along fine I think. I have a place to stay. I have been formally invited to stay here through out the remainder of the lease, and I accepted. My job is now offering me dental and medical insurance. It ( Read more... )

There is nothing more obvious then the connection between constructive work with self esteem. Things look good for now. I get tired from nine to eleven hour work periods, but I'll never get tired of the money. I need to go bck to my uiversisty soon. I need to get my degree. I feel well enough on my own two feet I might just pull it off. I ended up ( Read more... )

Hello folks. I'm trying not to use the letter "a" too much. I need to press crtl v every time since the "a" button does not work. Just thought you should know...Well I will be moved into the new living spot soon. I do not think it's possilble to exercize quiet composure here but I surprise myself in the cool mindedness I exibited in the execution ( Read more... )

Well it's been a while. But seriously how often do we meet, and rehash the same old musty cheese that we are? I read the past posts about once since I wrote them. The memories of whatever it is I go through shouldn't last more than I let them, so I wanted to get some air between me and these contretemps that I type down here. I hardly realized that ( Read more... )

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