I'm 18 in 8 days and I have SO much to get accomplished in the three weeks afterwards ( Read more... )

I miss my old best friend.

to bad I realized the other day I will NEVER get her back.

I have three hours before I go to my cousins wedding and I am sitting at work bored ( Read more... )

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I have a good job.
I graduated highschool.
I have a great family.
I have an AMAZING boyfriend of a year and three months.

and yet I am still unhappy. I have no clue what makes me feel this way and I have no idea how to figure it out. I have even been thinking about death a lot. It's weird. I feel like I should be really happy but, I'm not.

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So, I'm in New Jersey now.

It's cold.

Um, I am back in Naples on Thursday! WOO FREGGIN HOO. Hahaha. I have to go back to work and all that dumb shit.

ANYWAY, I can't wait to get home really though because I am back in my comfort zone in home =]

<3

Pictures when I get back in Naples promise!

I've spent a good five days in New York and one of the things I realized while I was here was that I need to start writing again.

So, I am and I am going to do it here again because it's easy.

Most of it will be private though BUT I will have MUCHO New York pictures soon! YAY

So I'm not writing in this journal anymore...

it's not really worth it?!

If you still want to keep in touch...

http://www.myspace.com/ecstaticlove.

Hit me up :D

Richie made me feel like the most amazing girl in the entire world last night.

I love him. He's amazing.

Today:
-Go to Fashion Fresh and apply for a job.
-Hang out with Christie and whoever comes with her lol
-Adam is coming over with a bottle and a baggy. SWEET.