I ran out in the rain with four of my closest friends tonight. I laughed hard enough tonight to the point where tears were coming out of my eyes. I had never been so happy. It was an amazing feeling ( Read more... )

I don't like my new job. I'm quitting.
I miss Richie more than I ever have. I would do anything to have him here with me.
I just wish everything was okay.
I feel like I'm missing something.
Nothing is okay right now.

Richie wrote me a letter and it was amazing.

Went to Justins tonight and I tripped out like crazy. Super fun. I also chilled with Sarah, Sam, Rene, Robert, phil-kid, and Doug….

OH AND I GOT A JOB!

Today Sarah and I went to King Richards and then Wendys.

Then we came home and watched movies.

Then Rene came over and now she is staying the night.

Today was fun. <3

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So I'm really bored and my friends were supposed to call two hours ago and now they won't answer their phone sooo I gave up on that...I guess if they call they call? I'm sure they just forgot ( Read more... )

Richie is gone now.

17 days without him. AGGGHHH.

AND I have to get a fucking job. GAAWWWDDD.

I am SO frustrated right now.

GOOD THING.
I HAVE THE HOUSE TO MYSELF FOR THE NEXT 3 WEEKS. WHHHAAATTT.

here we go again.

i just felt like collapsing.

So, today is the last day that Richie is going to be here before he goes to New York for two weeks. It really hasn't hit me yet that he is going to be gone but, it will ( Read more... )