It's been so long since I've even tried to write. I use to love to write now I lost love and in it's place filled with hollow frills. How can I stand here and watch you leave, unable to move feeling my spirit die every so slowly.

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Today, Friday, the end of the week. I'm at work and I'm feeling all right. I have a lot of head, I don't really update here much, and I brought only a few of my entries from xanga over to here. If you want you can check out my main journal at ( Read more... )

From the depths of this solitary place,
a world filled with the light of no hope,
interrupting the silence just to remind yourself,
only you can find the way out,
and no one else.

No one else comes close,
to this place you made perfect,
whenever you leave the ruin welcomes itself in,
choosing to stay for more than awhile,
indulging in ignorance two ( Read more... )

Hungry eyes gaze from behind the security of tinted window panes
searching for some comfort, for some sign of life. 
His thoughts are running rampant,
vivid with bottled-up emotions harvested from all the dreams of his lifetime.
7,253 nights of have and have nots,
losing and lost,
just remember to hold on to yourself at all costs,
an arm and a leg ( Read more... )

Exhaustion overcomes me and I blank out of conciousness for just a few moments.  Fear of being caught sleeping on the job forces me to rise and deal with the frayed ends of my reality.  It's been a turbulent week to say the least.  I'm behind in almost all aspects of life, except for my outlook.  The outlook I see is not so bleak, it will be hard, ( Read more... )

Before the next paragraph take a deep breath through your nose, inhale until your lungs will not permit any more oxygen in.  Hold this breath in until you finish the whole paragraph.

Think about yourself, what makes you "you"?  Remember you are unique and like no other, no other.  Never forget that the reason you are here on this Earth is to ( Read more... )