I once wrote, "If you truly let go of all that's lost, moving on happens naturally." I don't know if this is true or not, as I'm not exactly sure it's possible to "truly let go" of anything. Is it possible to completely let go of something that consumed you for several years? I don't think so. Once something has become such an integral part of ( Read more... )

Despite all of the amazingly awesome things that happened a few weeks ago, I still had a pretty crappy week. On the Friday before Valentine's Day, I ran into Mark at Larado's. There were a bunch of us that went there to celebrate Erin Carey coming into town. I called him while I was on the way to Larado's to see if he was coming on Saturday ( Read more... )

Okay, so I took the last month off to recover from a really bad break up. I'm okay now. I had my good days and my bad days, but eventually my bad days seemed to get few and far between, and now, I'm pretty much back to feeling normal...well, at least as normal as I did before. If he doesn't want me, screw him. I am AMAZING, and I deserve much ( Read more... )

I tried so hard to make him happy...but I just wasn't enough...:*(

Here's the answer to a short quiz I couldn't resist. It's actually pretty accurate...and that's kinda scary...:)

Salvador Dali


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Procrastinating again...should be writing papers...but, I'll get to those ( Read more... )

Yes, I have stuff I should be doing, but am I doing it? Not right now. The curse of the computer is that I should be writing papers and doing homework, but I see that little "e" on the bottom right hand side of my computer moniter, and I get distracted. It taunts me. "I'll just check my e-mail," I say to myself...and then 4 hours later, I'm no ( Read more... )

I stole this from Kim Laband's journal ( Read more... )

Hello, all! Well, just to give you an update from my last post, I feel MUCH, MUCH better. In addition to having a much lighter work load in school right now, Mark told me that I was right...that he was just afraid of commitment, and that he was crazy to believe that he didn't have feelings for me. He said that he wanted to try to make it work, ( Read more... )

Okay...I've got to start it now...I've put it off long enough. I have to start getting over Mark. I know I've tried over the last four and a half months to get over him, but this time I have to. I have to do it. He said that he didn't think he would ever fall in love with me. Now, having heard this before, you would think that I wouldn't have ( Read more... )