the past two weekends and the week in between have been life changing ( Read more... )

it's been a whole year
i've been living like i'm dead for a whole year

i think it's time i woke up

( i'm doing this for alina because somehow even though we made plans we managed not to hang out and that's ridiculous )

last night i dreamt that i was was killing people, cutting them up, and putting them in really strange angular boxes and sneaking them into UPS trucks addressed to people i didn't know ( Read more... )

i don't like that i ask myself why i feel the need to spend another day in this life every morning when i wake up ( Read more... )

my shit is out of fucking control and i need to do something about it
i'm just so fucking angry all of the time
and i don't know how to talk about it
or who to talk about it to

i do not like all this hot and cold bullshit ( Read more... )

i can honestly say this feeling will never go away

i will never stop loving him, even after my heart stops

meow

generally ( Read more... )