I'll look around ( Read more... )

i haven't written since september! but that's ok ( Read more... )

THUG LIFE BITCH, FUCK 'EM ALL

srsly, everybody needs to listen to more 2PAC.

i had NO idea that i was so happy!

now... if i could just take all the things that used to make me sad, and all the things i've learned and felt and put them into some sort of writing that didn't sound cheesy and THEN put them to song... well, THEN i'd be totally set!

i was talking to cannon last night about us, and how we used to be ( Read more... )

i've forgotten his face
and what it ever felt like to be with him

and it's making me feel anxious and panicky

i feel out of touch with reality

and to think that when i miss him i'm not feeling anything other than what i tell myself i'm feeling is just too much

so i told tom to stop texting me and thus far he hasn't ( Read more... )

i don't get why a year later i still miss him and love him and want things to go back to how they were ( Read more... )

what's been going on since march 21st:
i'm in a new relationship, it's fantastic
i'm about to move out
i still haven't found a job :\

i'm sort of a mess
and i'm still not over it

i still hurt like march 4th, 2008 was yesterday
i don't get it

oh my god listen to stars RIGHT NOW

their album In Our Bedroom After the War is consuming alllllllllllllll of me
and it's just sooo good

especially (in no particular order):
- personal
- midnight cowards
- my favourite book
- the ghost of genova heights

i fucking love music SO much :]